"Embrace your differences and the qualities about you that you think are weird. Eventually, they’re going to be the only things separating you from everyone else." -Sebastian Stan
My child, you wrapped your heart up too tight.
What was meant to protect you
Has caused you to die.
I broke myself down trying to fit into the empty spaces of your heart.
okay seriously if you’re in a relationship or even a friendship and you find yourself spending more time crying out of sadness or arguing with them, leave them. i don’t care if they’re a modern day aphrodite/adonis or a gift bestowed upon you by the gods. toxic people are dangerous and i highly advise cutting them out of your life and finding someone who makes you laugh until you snort your drink out your nose instead.
Everytime I try to write I remember how much I haven’t experienced and how I don’t deserve to have these words at all.
I have replaced your words with books
Presence with tv shows
And the way you made me smile with music prerecorded.
It will have to be enough.
I have replaced your hand on my wrist with a watch,
Your cutting edge with cooking and
Force across my face with the wind blowing at me from the top of mountains.
There is no place for you.
i find the idea of platonic soul mates so fucking amazing, like imagine finding someone who you feel complete with but you don’t have to worry about losing them to messy romance because they’ll be your best friend forever instead